I think I wish things were easier.

Just when I thought that I got the '3 kids thing' figured out, I realized I didn't..because Moon Unit started walking. And not just like a few steps...walking all the time. Everywhere. Climbing. Everything. Getting into everything. Doing everything she shouldn't. Awesome and Christmas call her Godzilla, and it kinda fits. Haha!! 

I wish we could take more trips to the beach. I really wanted to do that this summer. I thought the beach was tough with 2 kids. And before that, I thought it was tough with just 1. Hah!! I thought Target was hard with just 1 kid. Amateur.  

I'm not a patient person. And I have a lot of plans. A career is in the works for me. Career stuff for Walter. Moving out of the city. Schools. New cars. Hobbies that I swear I (we*) are going to take up. Tattoos (come on, who doesn't have some of those in their plans!?). Working out more. Lots of new plans. But, man, am I impatient. I know, I know. I'll miss all of this. And I will. I get emotional just thinking about it. Which just makes all of my being impatient even harder. I just wish things we easier. I wish we had a baby sitter sometimes. I wish my husband and I could go out for dinner - just us. Or go to a ball game alone. Or both of us go Christmas shopping, or birthday present shopping for the kids. Or just go out for a milkshake alone. But other times I'm so glad we don't. Seriously. I really am glad that we don't depend on anyone, just each other and ourselves. I wish things were easier and different sometimes. But really, I love the heck out of where we are, right. freaking. now. I'll complain and say that I can't wait for certain things. But that's just me. So while I wait, I'll just keep being super duper happy (and a bit whiney..). Sorry for being so annoying Walter. ;) 

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