3 months of 3 kids.

Moon, you're 3 months old now. You've rolled belly to back a few times, you smile a LOT, you eat a lot too..you're huge! You wear clothes, anywhere from 6-12 months in size! Haha! According to those annoying growth charts (that I don't pay attention to and your pediatrician doesn't even tell us about) you're above 95% for both height and weight for your age. You're pretty great. You're big brother and sister think you're just fabulous (well, you are!) and they love to pet you..that's what Christmas calls it. Christmas likes to hold you and squeeze your cheeks. Awesome likes looking at you. I catch him just staring at you, smiling, all the time. He tells us how cute you are. You've got some great older siblings. When you can start actually playing with them, you're going to be ecstatic! I kinda think you're going to be one of those babies that starts walking super early, so you can try to keep up with Awesome and Christmas. (Please don't though. Please stay a baby forever.)

So we're 3 months in to having 3 kids now. It's hard. It's fun! We all have our moments. I don't know why daddy and I have started trying to drink only water...with 2 toddlers and an infant, that just sounds ludicrous. Caffeine seems like a necessity. We'll figure that one out. Awesome has a baby book. With pretty much the whole first half filled in. Christmas has a baby book, I think her name is in it.. Moon Unit, my dear, you don't even have a baby book. Ugh. When we became parents, I told myself this wouldn't happen. I said that every page, every question, would be filled in. Every detail. That's ridiculous. It was a romantic idea, something to shoot for. But I can't. I think about it more often than I should. I let it get me down more than it should. I hope you don't hate me for that some day. Luckily, I take hundreds of pictures a week. You basically will have a flip book to look at. I may not have all of your firsts written down, but I bet I have a picture or video!

I planned on writing more, but I completely lost track of my thoughts. While writing this, I've had to stop to draw random fruits and vegetables on a magna doodle, and calm down a tantrum.. And right now Awesome is starting the "sissy is touching me" stuff. So...

Until next time.