Month 1.

Here we are! We have made it 1 full month of 3 kiddos. Would I be absolutely insane if I said it wasn't too hard? It was hard, but now that I'm looking back on it, it wasn't so bad. There were too many fun, cute, really special moments to think about the hard stuff. Moon is a great sleeper. Awesome and Christmas have their nights of crappy sleep, but they're pretty good now too. We have figured out how to leave the house and enjoy some time out and about. Thank god for babywearing!! Moby and Ergo, I'd be lost without you! I would be completely lost without my amazing husband. Walter.. You have managed to get even cooler and greater than you were, the day we met at the burrito shop. You're the best father. you really are. Thank you. Thank you for telling me (and then telling me again when I don't listen the first time) "go upstairs with Moon, just lay around and nurse, watch at least 1 tv show.. I'll bring you a snack." or "I'm taking the big kids to the park, relax at home with the baby." and for our babies are sleeping late dinner date nights. Or when you tell me to run to the store completely alone while you wrangle Awesome and Christmas while holding and rocking Moon. You have no idea how much all of that means to me. I don't think I fully know either. But I know I need it and I really appreciate it. Awesome, you're such a good big brother. You've got so much love, and your sisters are lucky to have you. Christmas, it's really exciting to see you as a big sister. The way you smile at Moon. The way your whole demeanor changes. The way you stop, rub her arm and quietly say "I love new baby."  Moon, you're 1 month old today. You're beautiful and you have added to our already pretty fantastic family. 

I love this.